Sunday, March 29, 2009


I want to say it. I want to understand it. I want to write about it.

I guess discussing it won't change anything, yet understanding it will help either . I always thought I understood it very well. Until I don't know myself anymore. It is invisible inside of me. I can not see it, but I can feel its presence. I can feel the pain caused by it. I'm tired of it. I just want to understand it so bad.

What if I fully understand my feelings? What good will that do for me?... Oh wait, I wont be confused and sad right? If that is true then I will never understand it.

Maybe I am just afraid.


  1. Im sayin its the fear. and not being in sync with your own conciousness. probably caused by fear. Im not sure if its supposed to be written down. yo hit me up.

  2. Everything's gonna be alright.

    Understand that and you'll give hope to yourself.